Justin Bieber reveals he was suicidal before marrying his wife Hailey

JUSTIN BIEBER and his wife Hailey are trying to have a baby after overcoming mental health battles that made him suicidal.

In my exclusive first look at the singer’s new Amazon Prime documentary, Justin Bieber: Our World, he speaks in intimate footage of his hopes.

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After model Hailey asked him about his goals for 2021, he said, “To keep setting goals and having fun achieving them, make sure you put family first.

“And I hope we’re going to crush a nugget.” As Hailey smiles, he adds, “At the end of 2021, how about starting to try?

After being propelled into the stratosphere at age 16 with his debut album Baby and his mega-hit of the same name, Justin struggled to cope with worldwide fame.

He says, “Being an artist can be very selfish if you allow it, because everyone is screaming for you and you have to keep coming back to ‘why? ‘Why am I singing for all these people? Is it because I want to feel good about myself? Or to make others feel good about themselves? ‘.

In last year’s YouTube documentary, he recounted how he hit rock bottom, leaving him “really, really suicidal” and in “constant pain.”

But after taking the time to focus on what matters in life, the man I’ve seen before me in Our World has never looked better and more grounded.

He adds, “In my house growing up, a lot of things were unpredictable and that made things unreliable. Now I have a partner to spend the rest of my life with. It has been really good for my sanity, my heart and my mind.

“We could travel the world and if I’m with her I feel right at home.”

Hinting that he’s not yet ready to give up life in the limelight, Justin says, “My home life is so neat, I just feel like I can do anything when it s. this is about my job. “

The TV special focuses on his return to the stage last year after being booked for a rooftop concert at the Beverly Hilton Hotel in Los Angeles – his first feature in three years.

In March, her latest album Justice went No1 in the US and No2 here.

With a multitude of collaborations, including with The Kid Laroi and Khalid, he spawned the hits Hold On, Anybody and Peaches – which inspired him to release his own line of pre-rolled joints of the same name in California, where cannabis is legal.

After more success in a few decades than the rest of us have seen in a lifetime, and a few difficult years, it’s great to see a new Justin, stronger and more focused.

Boyle point

WHEN Jesy Nelson announced her intention to move away from Little Mix to focus on her sanity, she deserved all the sympathy and understanding.

Anyone would need a break after ten years at the top of the charts while battling their own demons – and I thought she had made the right decision.

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But rather than take the time out quietly, Jesy chose to immediately launch a solo career – and is now intensively promoting her comeback album, Boyz, with a series of photoshoots and interviews.

And far from wanting to forget her time in the pop group, she is barely silent about them.

In her latest missive to Glamor magazine, Jesy confirms my story that she and the girls don’t communicate at all anymore – in fact, as I revealed, they speak entirely through lawyers and third parties.

She said, “I haven’t talked to the girls. It’s weird because for so many years we’ve been as close as sisters, together every hour of the day for weeks, sharing beds, laughing, crying, 24/7, the four of us together and then nothing.

Adding that she has not met Perrie Edwards’ son Axel or the Leigh-Anne Pinnock twins since their birth in August, she explains: “I sent a few texts, but that’s it. I can’t explain it, it’s like there has to be this distance.

“We were so close that you can’t do in between, there has to be space and I hope that at some point in the future we can all get back together.”

I wouldn’t bet on it – Jesy hasn’t done anything but get rid of her old pals since leaving the girl group in December. While Little Mix has kept a dignified silence since their declaration wishing him all the best.

By all means, walk away and try something new, but endlessly complaining about the time spent with fellow bandmates who helped you become a national superstar – not to mention a multimillionaire – starts to seem a bit cheesy.

It’s time for Jesy to focus on her own thing and let the girls do theirs.

Ed and Elton watch Christmas number 1

PALS Ed Sheeran and Sir Elton John team up to get the coveted Christmas No1.

The pair will take on LadBaby, with the YouTube sensation having reached number one for three consecutive years with sausage-themed songs for charity.

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But Elton and Ed, who last got Christmas No1 in 2017 with Perfect, appear to be the biggest threat to ending that run.

Asked by a radio station in the Netherlands if he would make a party single, Ed replied, “If you wait two months you’ll see. There is something coming in December and it is f***ing tall. I talked to Elton this morning, I talked to him yesterday morning, I talk to him almost every day.

“He called me on Christmas Day and said, ‘Step Into Christmas is # 6 on the charts and I’m 74 and still have hits on the charts. I want to do another Christmas song, will you do it with me? ‘ “

Ed said of the air, “It’s just me and him. It’s good.”

With Ed currently at # 1 with Shivers and Elton at # 2 with Cold Heart, they’re both on fire. I don’t see anyone beating them.

Kylie and Olly switch places

KYLIE Minogue spun Olly Alexander from Years and Years posing as their new video.

They traded places in the music video for A Second To Midnight, the first track from her Disco album: Guest List Edition, which will be released on November 12.

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Kylie previewed the video yesterday as she confirmed she is returning to Australia after 30 years in the UK.

The singer told Zoe Ball on Radio 2: “It’s true that I’m going to base myself in Australia but I can’t believe the reaction she had.

“I’ve been talking about this for a while but don’t worry, I won’t be a stranger.”

Kylie has hinted that there will be a new tour next year to support her album.

She added, “I dream of dating. We are getting closer to the possibility of doing something like this. “

Gemma is brave baby

GEMMA COLLINS is considering having IVF after failing to conceive.

The reality TV star, who reconciled earlier this year with her ex-fiance, entrepreneur Rami Hawash, said they were ready to start a family because she loved being the mother-in-law of her three-year-old son.

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Speaking about IVF on her BBC podcast, Gemma said, “I really want a baby now. I am not using any contraception, but I cannot get pregnant.

“So I’m going to have to be brave now and go find out for myself.

“It’s just like sometimes, ‘When is this going to happen? Why me?’.”

Liam and Noel at the top of the pack

LIAM GALLAGHER’s tambourine and a football jersey worn by his brother NOEL during the heyday of the Oasis go into action.

Liam’s instrument, which was used for the recording of their 1995 album (What’s The Story) Morning Glory, is expected to fetch £ 500 when it goes under the hammer at the Hansons Auctioneers musical memorabilia auction on November 2.

The Noel jersey, which he wore for a charity football match in 1996, is expected to fetch more than £ 1,500.

Another top worn by guitarist Paul “Bonehead” Arthurs is expected to fetch £ 1,000.

Fans of the band should definitely check it out.

Rod is scared

ROD STEWART is so worried that his wife Penny Lancaster is injured as she patrols as a special agent, he stays awake all night until she tells him she’s pointed.

He said, “I don’t sleep when she’s on the beat, until I know she’s safe in the car.

Penny began her officer training in the City of London in 2019 and has now completed a series of frontline night shifts.

She said of the work: “You feel like you will make a difference every day if it’s tangible, you have your feet on the ground, you interact with the audience, you deal with whatever happens to you. “