The confusing love letters of the young man who executed the massacre of a school in Parkland

There are 40 pages of correspondence, 40 pages that have never reached their intended recipient. There the badbadin of 17 people in Parkland shows a facet of his little known personality: his desires to love, to have children and that everything "It would have been different" in his life. His writings were no longer protected and a US court was allowed to broadcast them.

Filled with children 's drawings and spelling mistakes, the letters were addressed to Miley, a girl from England. The young men met by correspondence after Nikolas Cruz played in the deadliest shooting in a high school in that country and in one of the most deadly school mbadacres of the world. While he was imprisoned, she wrote to comfort him.

Cruz's answers were confiscated last year when he had a fight in prison. In the 40 pages of his truncated correspondence with Miley, the 20-year-old talks about his adoptive mother, the seriousness of his behavior at school when he was a boy, and he also says that fantasize about getting married and having kids.

His interest in weapons is obvious even in the chosen names for the three kids that he hopes to have with Miley: I would call them Kalashnikov, Remington and Makarov.

Cruz also exposes what he thinks of the possibility of being sentenced to death for the mbadacre that he committed on 14 February 2018, in which most of the victims were 14 to 18 years old.

"I wish we could be together, but under these circumstances, I do not think that will happen although I have hope. my life was different. But I do not wish that the ACABE (in capital letters) be sentenced to death, that someone injects me a last and last dream. That's what I would like, "he wrote.

Cruz, who was expelled from the school where he committed the mbadacre for his reprehensible behavior, tells Miley to look him in the eyes but warns that they "are scared".

Cruz's lawyers said that he would plead guilty to the trial for which there was no date yet, in exchange for reaching an agreement with the prosecutor's office. avoid the death penalty.