Ariana Grande reveals in Vogue that she does not remember "Thank U, Next"

Ariana Grande's closest friends knew that recording new music would be one of her only forms of comfort after Mac Miller's death.

Noting that Jungle City Studios was close to her apartment, her friends took her there with the hope of helping her mourn the 26-year-old rapper.

"My friends know how comforting the music is for me, so I think it was a global situation, let it be there," said Grande in her speech. cover article of Vogue.

Unfortunately – or perhaps for the better – the memories of the sessions that led to the album "Thank U, Next" are at best fuzzy.

"But if I'm totally honest, I do not remember those months of my life because I was so drunk and so sad," said Grande, who appears on the cover alongside her dog Toulouse. "I do not really remember how it started or how it ended, or how suddenly there were 10 songs on the board."

Grande also stated that the album had made her understand that she had to stop attending the places, and that she had spent time alone, as she was giving up a relationship at the time. Other, including with his ex-boyfriend Big Sean, Ricky Alvarez and Miller. She was also briefly engaged to Pete Davidson.

"I think it's the first album and also the first year of my life when I realize that I can no longer delay spending time with myself, just like me. I've been booed all my adult life, "she said. "I've always had someone to say good night. So, "Thank U, Next" was this moment of self-realization.

"It was that scary moment of" Wow, you have to deal with all this now. No more distractions. You have to heal all that. "

As for Davidson, Grande has described it as an "incredible distraction" of unhealthy habits that she had in Los Angeles.

"My friends were like," Come on! We are going to have a fun summer. 'Then I met Pete and it was an incredible distraction,' she said. "It was frivolous, fun, crazy and very unrealistic, I loved him and I did not know him. I am like a baby when it comes to real life and that old soul, an artist who circulates around a block a million times.

"I still do not trust the things of life."