Thomas Markle says that his daughter, the Duchess Meghan, "cut me off completely"

Duchess Meghan Markle prepares to celebrate her first birthday as a member of the Royal Family on August 4th.

But his father, Thomas Markle, doubts that he will even be able to reach it.

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Markle, 74, told The Daily Mail in London that her 36-year-old daughter had completely removed her from her life in punishment for staging fake paparazzi photos before the royal wedding and speaking of critical way of the royal family.

"I'm really hurt that she cuts me off completely," he told The Daily Mail during a nine-hour interview for three days. "I have no way of contacting my daughter."

The award-winning Hollywood lighting director at the Emmy Awards, now retired, says that he has not spoken to the Duchess of Susbad for 10 weeks. Markle says the phone number of his personal badistants at the palace has been disconnected.

Markle, who skipped his daughter's royal wedding last May, said he was suffering from heart problems and was lucky to be alive. "Maybe it would be easier for Meghan if I died," he said.

He worries about the disagreement between his daughter can never heal, but "I will not be silenced."

During an interview with ITV's "Good Morning Britain" program in June, Markle told hosts Susanna Reid and Piers Morgan that he "absolutely wanted to walk my daughter down the aisle," although He is proud that Prince Charles has taken his place.

Markle is excused for staging fake photos, including costumes and books on the royal family before marriage, but broke the royal protocol by discussing the political views of his handsome -son.

Markle said that Prince Harry expressed an overture to President Donald Trump and Brexit, recalling a conversation that he had with the then-fiance of his daughter. He also predicted that a royal baby will not be far in the future for the couple.

He believes that his frank conversation led to his exile: "As it is tragic, to deprive a child of his grandfather because I have said some critics with regard to the Royal family?" He told the Daily Mail.

Despite the tense relationship, Markle plans to send a birthday card to his daughter

"I wish him just birthday wishes, nothing more." "