Gustavo, Lisa and Benito. [19659004] It is precisely the latter who remembers his father on his Twitter account, telling his thousands of followers how their last moments pbaded, before coma and his subsequent death. Likewise, explained why he does not speak about the subject in interviews.
Benito, known in the network as @vanity_badx and for his multiple daily tweets (which bring together hundreds of "I like"), expressed a thread. messages in memory of Gustavo this Monday. "These are the days when I realize that I am growing up and miss you so much (…) I need you, but later I remember you gave me everything," began the 24-year-old man
"It's very difficult to do anything for the first time after someone's departure" Benito said. "I remember the last thing my old man said was" we will not see each other again long, boy. Take care of YOU. And he went to visit the universe " he confessed.
I remember the last thing my old man said to me was" we will not see each other for a long time, my boy. Take care of yourself. And he went on tour. X the Universe
– beni (@Vanity_Sexx) 3 July 2018
As Benito recalled, it was common for his father to go on tour for several months; However, he never imagined that this would be the last time that he would share with the singer. "The good thing is that he was sure we would see each other again after such a long time, I am too." he said.
After this goodbye, Cerati made a musical tour and suffered a stroke while he was in Caracas (Venezuela). From there, he remained in a coma until his death
"The next four years were horrible.They saw a father die every day.It was four years old when my life where there was no progress, only physical and mental deterioration for the family. Today, just now, we are starting to move forward, "he said. he recognized
and he recalls: "The last time I was able to visit my father at the hospital, was to tell him that my album had been nominated." made a movement similar to what we do when he gives us a "cold dog" and squeezes his fingers in. The day I had to go to the Gardels was when he died. "
The last time I was I was able to visit my father at the hospital, it was to tell him that my file had been nominated to Gardel. He made a movement similar to the one we do when he gives us a "cold dog", and he has his fingers tightened. The day I had to go to the gardel was when he died.
– beni (@Vanity_Sexx) 3 July 2018
"I can not not cry"
As the young man commented on his profile of the state of his father's plant between 2010 and 2014, a few years ago, he had to face several problems: facing homophobia (after recognizing his homobaduality), dealing with an anxiety disorder and a deep depression, and problems family.
"Until I was 22, I was a zombie without my own thoughts and stuck in my 14 years.I was in autopilot.You can not deal with a duel that you do not understand, "he said.
In the same thread of tweets, Benito badured that "this will be the last thing he will say on the subject". "It costs a lot, I do not say it in interviews or on the air because I can not not cry", He confessed and said that a lot of things happened to him and his family after coma and death of Cerati, but never He will speak
There are many very painful things that happened at the same time that my father was in a coma and the social pressure that we had at that time, which has nothing to do with the public and that I do not want to share. But it was difficult.
– beni (@Vanity_Sexx) July 3, 2018
"It was hard," he said, but said, "Eye, I'm not sad, I'm happy. Things are going incredibly well.It's precisely my progression that makes me melancholy. It's never wrong to remember how strong you are, what you had to go through to value even more where you are now. "I appreciate everything, deep down" .
Finally he joked: "Now we will wait to see which newspaper will publish it first."
It must be remembered that Benito Cerati is also singer, musician and composer, son of Chilean-Argentine marriage between the exmodel and the artist Cecilia Amenábar and Cerati, who has been dedicated to music since 2007.