Vicky Pattison "hates what this man did" by reliving the separation of John Noble

It's hard to live through a heartbreaking breakup, but it's even harder when you have to relive it on reality TV, as a Vicky Pattison moved.

The former Geordie Shore star broke up with ex-fiancé John Noble last November, but the injury is still new to the 31-year-old, who revealed this morning that she's still in trouble. Had blamed for this breakup.

In the new reality show The Break Up, Vicky revealed on Instagram that she could only go through the show with a lot of gin and many McDonald's hamburgers.

Watching her life unfold on the screen, Vicky posted a photo of her sitting on a couch in tracksuit, next to her fast food offering and a glbad of gin in her hand .

She told 4.2 million followers: "I think I'm ready … Gin, Big Macs with bacon, jams and some of the best people I've ever met in my life … if it's not the best way to watch TV I do not know what it is? !!

"Outfit: @missyempire.Burgers: @mcdonaldsuk.Gin: we do not care, it is lit.

"3 minutes until my show starts on @tlctvuk and my anxiety reaches new heights …"

The old I am a celebrity queen of the jungle had a unique way of overcoming the grief of love again … she turned the show into a drinking game.

In a video of her story on Instagram, Vicky said, "I play a drink game where I have to have a drink every time I cry on the screen … and that I'm deadly.

The sting in the tail came with the sincere heart: "God I hate what this man did."

It had been a stressful day for Vicky, who broke down in tears this morning, revealing that he had cheated John Noble for blame for their separation.

Vicky admitted that she was "humiliated" in front of images of her getting close to part-time model Poppy Owen at a nightclub in Dubai.

But John refused to apologize and claimed that Vicky was at fault because of the "position" of glory in which she finds herself.

This has left Vicky questioning her self-esteem, but is struggling to regain her self-confidence – and will restore her engagement ring.

Vicky said, "We've probably talked a handful of times and he's made most of these contacts to be honest.

"It's not positive, he has no remorse, there's no guilt or contrition, he does not think he's done anything wrong.

"He says he did not cheat and he did not do anything wrong, in fact, he said that he was put together and it was my fault because of the position in which I am. "

Vicky admitted that she did not like John and that she always felt angry for what he had done.

She confessed, "I asked myself, I thought maybe if I had been slimmer, he would have loved us, or if I looked more like" these "girls, he would not have did what he did.

"But at the end of the day, it's not about me, I could not make John love me or make him a man, I make him stronger." the old shine. "

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