Danny Dyer admits he's been smoking so much crack that he's "slowly committed suicide"

Danny Dyer confessed that he had smoked so much that his brain was emptying while he was on stage in New York.

The EastEnders star was 24 when he played in Harold Pinter's celebration at the Lincoln Center in New York in 2001.

But he admits that he barely gave the performance of his life after spending the night smoking.

The actor, the father of Dani Dyer, winner of the Love Island Award, said that he "abused" himself to such an extent that he felt "vulnerable" and that he "was" vulnerable. he was "slowly committing suicide".

Speaking of his terrifying theatrical experience, Danny told the newspaper i: "I got so bad that my brain was not ready and I did not know what to say, the blood flowed from my head to my head and I was petrified, I felt so vulnerable.

"It's never been the same since, like a boxer who wins 27 fights without anyone coming close to him, then they're eliminated and they're never the same again."

The star of Human Traffic, 41, said that the famous non-non-Ponsene "P ******" had educated him after the show, telling him that he did not approve not the company that his friend kept.

And he said rather than learn from it, his reaction was to tell the playwright and director of "f ** k off" and "you do not tell me who I can go out with".

Looking back into his career, Danny also stated that he felt like a "laughing stock" in the industry and a "parody" of himself.

And he said that he now lived by two rules: "slow your ego" and "feed your soul".

But at a time when he was using drugs and alcohol, he said that he had no one to stop him.

He said: "I was in such a dark place, I was killing myself slowly, I had no hope, I hated myself, I could not look in the mirror for more than five seconds. , what was watching me .. I was always pushing the button f ** k-it It came to a point where I thought I was going to die – I do not think I will wake up . "

His admission comes after his daughter's boyfriend, Jack Fincham, declared that he was terrified of facing him after confessing his cocaine use.

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