Lisa Faulkner admits that false fertility starts make her feel like a "failure"

Lisa Faulkner "felt like a failure" while she was striving to understand fertility issues.

The TV presenter was open to the moment in her life where she had to accept that it was unlikely that she was carrying children.

In an interview with Hello! magazine, the 47-year-old said the lack of progress has consumed it.

Lisa adopted her daughter Belle, 12 years ago, more than ten years ago, but thinks that talking about her problems will help other people in a similar situation.

The actress, engaged to celebrity chef John Torode, said: "Everyone around me seemed to be pregnant, which made me feel so unsuccessful.

"I lost sight of everything – my marriage, my friends, my family." All I could think about was, "I want to raise a baby. "

"I have a book that comes out in June and tells how I had my daughter's nightmare, I used surrogate mothers, all the ways to have a baby before my adoption.

"And there were no books, and there was no one there … The only two people I knew who had adopted a child were Angelina Jolie and Madonna, which was Well, but nobody looked like a normal person.

"So I thought I'd like to write a book that holds the hand of someone even if they end up not adopting, but that all these kids suddenly have a baby and that's not so easy for them.

"You see what I mean, it's really difficult and it's a remote place and I wanted to write this book to tell you whatever path you will take to motherhood.

The writing of his book allowed him to stop thinking about anything.

"There is a lot of sadness in it, a lot of sadness, but there are a lot of funny moments," she added. "I think you are making a trip when you are trying to have children.

"Someone told me that you were going to see this man and that it would work, so you try everything."

"You go to see someone else and you try absolutely everything and nothing works and all those well meaning people go away" when you forget that, when you come to relax "- again, STILL, people are saying it today.

"I think, oh we still have a few years before people say it anymore." Finally, I had my daughter and someone said "a snowflake always falls to the right place "and I think that's true – you always get what you're supposed to".

The full interview is available in Hello! magazine, released today.