Megan McKenna sings the urge to regain lost love after the tragic death of Mike Thalassitis

Megan McKenna shared a video of herself playing an emotional ballad on lost love weeks after the death of her ex-boyfriend, Mike Thalbaditis.

The 26-year-old reality TV star turned Country singer and hinted that fans can learn more about her deepest thoughts and emotional dilemmas in her album, Story Of Me, which was recorded and published in Canada. last year while she had been in a romantic relationship with Mike.

Heading to Instagram on Sunday, Megs shared a replay video of the first live performance of a song called Everything But You, which she sang in the Bluebird Cafe in Nashville.

"Here it is, the first time I played" Everything but you "at the famous Bluebird coffee! This song is from my album Story of Me, "wrote the star sharing the video of herself singing to the delight of fans.

The lyrics of the song were about the ups and downs of a relationship – and his desire to regain lost love.

"I want butterflies, slamming doors / wet towels on the floor of the bathroom / Sunday snacks, a disturbing silence," she sings.

She sings with a heartbreaking voice: "I did not think that the things that made me crazy were true, it's true … I have everything I do, but you."

At other times of the song, Megan regrets not having "the touch of her lips" – while offering hope to regain love, but she warns, "I 'm" I'm afraid, it's too late, if I give back my heart, it's surely going to take a break. "

Megan has not yet released any new music after the death of Love Island star, Mike, who committed suicide on March 26th.

The couple had a romantic relationship last year – and Megan has since said that writing music was "like a therapy" while she was dealing with death.

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