"It was hard to get back into my dark chapters" says Sunny Leone

Mumbai: Actress Sunny Leone who is preparing for the last season of the web series "Karenjit Kaur – The Unpublished Story of Sunny Leone", explains that she is often crying while filming

"It was certainly not easy for me to come back to some of the darker chapters of my life, that I wanted to be a nightmare that would end soon. When my mother died, my father was diagnosed with cancer and died shortly after. I got married, I got an invitation for an Indian TV show … there was too much going on very fast, "said Sunny to IANS.

" Some situations were hurtful and I did not never wanted to revisit these memories. During the shooting, I collapsed. Seeing me collapse like this, Daniel Weber (my husband) felt terrible and helpless because he could not fix anything from these chapters of my life. The loss of my parents was terrible, "said the Indo-Canadian actress.

His web series "Karenjit Kaur – The Unpublished Story of Sunny Leone" will be streamed on the ZEE5 OTT platform starting Friday. Sunny entered the Indian showbiz with the TV show "Bigg Boss". Sunny has also appeared in films like "Jism 2", "Ek Paheli Leela", "Raees" and "One Night Stand".

"I think now that I know a little better about the world of Bollywood. The first films of my early years looked like a Bollywood training camp. There is so much chaos, but the system as a whole is like a well-oiled machine, because the work is sort of accomplished here. When I arrived and saw that at the beginning of the day, we planned something and it changed from time to time, I was scared.

"But when I look at the question in a quieter way now, we are executing everything we plan initially. This place is fascinating. I've learned a very important thing here: "Thand pao, sab aaram got hot hai (be cool, everything is going at his own pace)," said the actress who plans to launch her first film project under his own production house. [19659004] Without divulging much, she said, "I will make an announcement of the film very soon." Has she learned better Hindi language now? "Well yes, I can speak Hindi and understand the language. I have an American accent, but believe me, I am very "desi", said Sunny laughing.

When asked about the most difficult thing she faced in India, Sunny pointed out that it was the hierarchy of society. "For me, there is no hierarchy in my head because I do not come from this education. But on a movie set, such things are followed. It's the same in society too for me. Unless your actions say that you are a horrible person, you are equal to me – whether you are at the bottom or the highest level of the hierarchy. I do not complain about anything.

"Since there is a cultural difference, Daniel and I went through a phase to learn how to approach people, to talk with them, to talk a lot, to draw a line of demarcation … was essentially about understanding the culture. differences, "said the actress, mother of three children.

She strives to find a balance between her personal life and her professional life." My boys are too young, but my daughter Nisha has At the age of two-and-a-half years, his brush-holding, eye-hand coordination and color response are remarkable.We have an art teacher who comes to we and teaches painting at Nisha.

"As it is its natural inclination, we do not really force it to become a painter, but simply to expose it and encourage it to paint" actress aged one year said with a smile.