The single was "soul-destroying," says Nick Cummins, the Honey Badger.

Two months after the result of the reality show that disappointed Australia, the Bachelor Nick "Honey Badger", Cummins, described his passage in the series of meetings as an experience "agonizing".

These are unusually hard words on the part of the former professional rugby player, usually casual, who spoke this morning on the show Stav, Abby and Matt of Hit105.

Cummins was talking about his recently published book, The Honey Badger's Guide to Life, which includes a brief but disturbing chapter titled "The Badger vs. The Bachelor".

"It shows … we live in two worlds, and sometimes we are … I have to be careful here … we have to be something where we are not completely ourselves," explained Cummins about the series. .

"Even if you do your best, you kick to scream. [It was] I pull the line, what you never want to do, you want to be 100% honest.

"I'm pretty outgoing, I do not care about myself, I have a slit (person), but then you have The Bachelor and this world, where you sometimes have to change your normal behaviors to fit a gender .

"It can destroy the soul. (The chapter) is a small indication of what it does to you and how you can prevent that from happening."

"Sometimes you have to defend something or you will not want anything," he continued.

So what did Cummins tell about his reality TV experience in the book? The four-page chapter entitled Honey Badger's Life Guide, which discusses his controversial passage between Bachelor, sees the star in a philosophical atmosphere, insisting that he regrets nothing despite the tumult after failed in his choice of winner – a reaction that saw him flee the country. .

"After seeing how crazy this crazy TV world was and how it presented itself as it wished … after being salted and roasted, my understanding of this world is deeper and better than if I 'm I sat outside and did not get involved, "he writes. .

"I do not regret anything, I hope to come up a little vibration of the earth, especially for the guys, and if I've already done that, I'm happy."