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Kariem Hussein wanted to win gold at the European Championships in Athletics. But he interrupts the season. He is tormented by an injury – and insecurity.
Reason has long been saying that it will not work and the press release says it, even as a bold title: "Kariem Hussein breaks the season early in 2018." But what is reasonable, and in general: what does the media already know? Hussein still has this feeling until Saturday. Until Saturday, he can still qualify for the European Championships early August in Berlin. There is another meeting in Lithuania and Belgium. And a 400-meter race, he could raushauen, just like that, without preparation. The feeling slips into the good times – and runs away again when he can barely jog in pain, not to mention sprinting. Hussein did not train properly for weeks. He is happy when the feeling is completely gone on Saturday.
Hussein, 29, sits in a box in the Letzigrund and tells of his injury. The season is bad, one race that he could do, and in pain – he stayed with 51.40 seconds, well above his personal best of 48.45 and also on the limit of the Championship. # 39; Europe. In January, he had a torn muscle. In fact, everything seemed to get better soon. But then, during the first race of the season in Doha, he pinched again, and the pain began to wander in the leg. Hussein still does not know where he is coming from. "There is pain, you can not control it," he says. He and his team would have tried everything out of school medicine, nothing helped.
A picture is hanging in front of the box. Kariem Hussein in his best time, home European Championships in Zurich, he took gold. It was four years ago, and two years ago he won the bronze in the European Championship. Hussein has not been faster since 2015. He had to run once in the world class, he wanted it too. But the world class is younger and faster today and Hussein is usually hurt one way or the other. Why is he still torturing himself?
At the beginning of the season, Hussein's goal was EM gold. He wanted more than that: the same days as the semifinals and finals will be held in Berlin, the medical student would have completed the written part of his state exam. "When I heard it was the same day, I was almost overjoyed, I thought: It can not be a coincidence," Hussein says. It was the opportunity to create something that probably nobody has succeeded. Hussein started in 2009 with athletics and also with medical studies. Now, it was chance or fate that brought learning and sport to a common climax.
Why does he continue to torment himself?
Everyone fails, Hussein's successes are only small
Hussein will pass his state exam as planned. He will not win the championship of Europe. "I know we live in a meritocracy, but what brings me such a medal for life? Defeats bring more," says Hussein. He knows that one measures a sports career by their successes, their medals, and he knows that a few hundredths of success await failure, and that is what measures him. And to a man like Hussein, who always wanted to go far and talk about it – the defeats are interpreted as failures.
But everyone fails for himself, Hussein's achievements are only small. He says that he has created the foundation for fast times in recent years, which he did well in the training sessions. For weeks, every sting is a small defeat, every day a victory without pain.
Why does he continue to torment himself? For successes. Even though there are no medals at the moment. And for the defeats