Sean Diddy Combs and his family break the silence after Kim Porter's death

Sean "Diddy" Combs said in a statement Sunday that he and ex Kim Porter were "more than soul mates" and that she missed him so much, marking his first public comments on his death.

Porter, the rapper and producer's mother of three, was found dead in her home in Los Angeles on Thursday. She was 47 years old. The investigation into his death is still ongoing.

"These past three days, I was trying to get out of this nightmare, but I did not do it," wrote Diddy on Instagram, accompanied by a video of the two gasoline magazine photo shoot.

"I do not know what I'm going to do without you baby," he continued. "I miss you so much Today, I'm going to pay tribute to you, I'm going to try to find the words to explain our inexplicable relationship, we were more than best friends, we were more than soul mates … WE WERE A FEW OTHERS S – T And I miss you so much Super Black Love [black heart emoji]. "

Plans for Porter's funeral have not been made public.

Porter and Diddy were together for more than a decade until 2007. They shared a son, Christian, Twins of 20 and 11 years, From Lila Star and Jessie James. Diddy also helped raise Porter's son Quincy Brown, 27, from his previous relationship with Al B. Of course!.

"I'm broken … and the only thing that makes sense right now is that you were too good for that silly world we live in," Brown wrote on Instagram in his first statement about of Porter's death, accompanied by a photo. of him, his sisters and his mother. "I love you so much MOM, please, do a big hug to Mee-Maw and kiss me."

Brown's father paid tribute to Porter on Instagram on Friday.

Diddy also has a 24 year old son, Justinand his 12 year old daughter Luckof two previous relationships.

"That can not be true, I wake up all the time hoping it's a bad dream …" Justin wrote on his Instagram page Sunday, next to family photos. "I just do not understand The other day, we were all together dancing and celebrating! My second mother, thank you for having loved me and for accepting me as the l '. one of yours, I will always cherish all the special moments we spent together.Please stay close with us and let us hear your voice to guide us. @quincy @kingcombs Jessie & D's lilah I got myself forever! "

After Porter's death, Diddy found another, more recent, Cassie.

A source told E! The new Friday that Diddy was trying to "determine the next steps for his children," adding, "His heart is broken."

Porter's grandmother, Lila Mae Star, said she had spoken to her granddaughter the day before her death.

"She told me that she was feeling better and that the doctor had gone to her home and that she had given her an antibiotic," she told WVTM-TV in Columbus. in Georgia.

She said that she spoke to Diddy on the phone after Porter's death. She said that he said, "My baby is gone, my baby is gone."