Ariana Grande talks about her "difficult month" after Mac Miller's death

Ariana Grande several cryptic messages about his state of mind in a series of emotional tweets a few weeks after the ex-boyfriend Mac MillerThe death.

"Can I have a good day? just one. pls, "writes the pop star, 25, on Thursday, September 27." I'm so tired.

Grande also retweeted a feeling she had previously published on Saturday, September 22: "Everything will be fine," she wrote Thursday with the tweet "j f – king k".

The crooner "No Tears Left to Cry" was added shortly after, "I do not deserve it to love me. there is."

Great too replied to a fan who sent him his wishes. "It was a difficult month. I'm trying to do my job and get back to normal and it's hard and I'm human and tired, "she wrote. "Sorry I let you in or worried. I should not have tweeted. I know better. "

the Victorious Alum paid tribute to the late rapper, who died on September 26 at the age of 26 years of an apparent drug overdose, in an emotional article on Instagram earlier this month.

"I loved the day I met when I was nineteen and I will always do it. I can not believe you're not here anymore. I really can not wrap my head, "she wrote. "We talked about it. so many times. I'm so angry, I'm so sad that I do not know what to do. you were my dearest friend. for so long. above all. I'm sorry I could not fix or remove your pain. I really wanted. the kindest and sweetest of souls with demons that he never deserved. I hope you are ok now. rest."

Before Grande spoke, a source said We that she is "absolutely sorry" for the loss. "All his family is in shock too. They were all close to Mac during his relationship with Ari, "said the insider. "He played a very important role in his life and always shared such a link. She wanted nothing but positivity in Mac's life after they broke up. "

The pair split in May after two years of attendance. Great started going out with Saturday Night Live star Pete Davidson weeks after the split, the pair became engaged in June.

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