Carrie Underwood reported having had three miscarriages in the last two years

Faced with what she feared to be her fourth miscarriage in less than two years, country music star Carrie Underwood said she was curling up next to her three-year-old son and prayed as if she had never prayed in the past.

The 35-year-old singer-songwriter said on CBS Sunday Morning that she was angry with God.

"I was like, 'Why the hell am I still getting pregnant if I can not have a child?' "Do something close the door or leave me a child." For the first time, I feel like I've told God how I felt, and I think we're supposed to make.

Underwood said in the morning news that when she went to the doctor a few days later, she learned that her pregnancy was going very well.

"He heard me," she said, explaining that God had heard her prayers and that she and her husband, professional hockey player Mike Fisher, are now waiting for their second child.

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Underwood had a difficult year in 2017. She fell while walking her dogs – breaking her wrist, tearing a tooth and injuring her face, according to People magazine. She also lost two pregnancies and a third this year, she said.

She said on the show that "2017 was just not as I had imagined".

"We got pregnant in early 2017 and it did not work," she added, her voice cracking. "It happens, and that was the thing at first – it was like," Well, God, we know it was not your timing, and that's okay, we'll bounce back and find a solution. "

"I'm pregnant again in the spring and it did not work. I got pregnant again in early 2018 – I did not succeed. So at that time, it was just a bit like, "Okay, what's the problem? What is all this? "

Underwood said that at the time, she was afraid of indulging herself to get angry.

"We are so blessed," she said during the morning show. "My son, Isaiah, is the sweetest thing, and he's the best thing in the world and I say," If we can never have other kids, it does not matter because it's amazing and that I have this incredible life. what can I complain about? I can not. I have an amazing husband, amazing friends, amazing work, an amazing kid. Can I be angry? No."

Earlier this month, Underwood told Redbook that at age 35, she thought that she and her husband "may have missed our chance to have a big family."

"We are still talking about adoption and doing it when our child or our children are a bit older," she told the magazine, adding that she and her husband were considering continuing to help out. other children through charities.

"Our current goal in our lives is to help as many children as possible," she added.

Asked about his success, Underwood told CBS Sunday Morning that it was a balance.

"You can not win all the time," she said. "You must have some failures to realize when you're up."

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