Kim Kardashian reveals why she is now "grateful" for the flight to Paris

Kim Kardashian West claims to be the victim of an armed robbery in October 2016.

38 years old The amazing Kardashian family star appeared on The show of Alec Baldwinwhere she revealed how different she was since the terrible incident.

"My life has certainly changed a lot in the last two years, as a result of this experience and I just want more privacy," said Kim, before revealing that she had "been almost lost "in the year following the flight.

"In the last three months, I have felt like I was coming out of my shell, back to who I was," she said. "… I've never been depressed, but I was not motivated to get up and work as before." "That shook me."

"I was literally – my mother [Kris Jenner] had to come and say: 'Do you want to get out of bed? Do you want to put something other than sweats? Put some makeup on, find yourself as yourself, "Kim recalls from her emotional state after the flight.

Although she is certainly better now, Kim still blames herself for theft, where thieves tied her up and gagged her.

"I'm totally realistic, so I know you're posting on social media your locations, your jewels, your bags, what you do, where you go, your cars, your stuff, and I'll always talk about my stuff." admitted Kim. "There were a lot of me who measured who I was by how much I had."

She continued, "I thought:" Oh, I'm worth so much. "So that changed in me, and, that had to change in me, so I'm grateful for the experience."

Although gratitude may seem like an unusual emotion after a trauma, Kim is happy with what she has become since the incident. "

"Even though it was horrible and I would not wish it to anyone, it really changed me deeply, where I feel I can recover, I can put on makeup and look after myself", a- she explained.

Since the theft, Kim revealed that she had felt constantly in danger, which she had never felt before.

"I was so scared that anyone would know where I was." As if, if I went to a restaurant, I thought: "OK, they'll post a picture of me online, know that I am in this restaurant, know that my house is open and that they can go and maybe steal my house or steal this or know that I am here, "said Kim.

"I always thought it was a danger," she added. "Until then, I had never thought of anything scary.I felt like I was living in a bubble, and that opened me up to so much."

Although she has mostly evolved in her life, her daily routine seems a little different.

"Now my life is six security [guards] Outside of our house at any time and some security measures when I travel, always 24 hours a day, 7 days a week in front of my door, "she said. I'm moving quite differently now. "

During the series, Kim also discussed her previous need to "be seen" in public and how it has changed since Kanye West's wedding.

"It started with Kanye, because he lived more, you know, his professional life is very public, but then, when he was on leave, he was very private, and I was – all had to be public for me then, so I had to return it, "says Kim. "Now, it's like, in my free time, I'm like: 'Where are the places where I can go to eat, go on vacation where no one will see us?'

"All I want is privacy, I would never have thought of it at this stage," she added.

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