Kim Kardashian West to Alec Baldwin: I'm "grateful" for the flight

"My life has definitely changed a lot over the past two years and I just wanted more intimacy," Kardashian West told the man who had portrayed Trump in front of Chris Redd's Kanye West in a skit "Saturday. Night Live "last week.

"In the last three months, I have felt like I was going out a little bit more of my shell to get back to who I was," said the star of the reality show. "I felt like, for a good year, I almost lost myself."

In October 2016, while Kardashian West was in Paris for Fashion Week, men armed with guns, dressed as policemen, wearing masks, forced themselves into his place of residence, l '. have tied up, gagged her and threatened her while claiming her jewels. The thieves escaped with a jewelry box containing over $ 10 million in bling-bling, including a $ 4.5 million 20-carat diamond ring that she had just received from West.

Kardashian West, 38, said she was not "depressed," but that she lacked motivation "to get up and work as before."

"It shook me," she informed her host.

Kardashian West said that she felt a little responsible, to a certain extent.

"I'm very realistic, so I know you're posting on social media your locations, your jewelry, your bags, what you do, where you go, your cars, your belongings," she said. "I was always talking about my things."

"There were a lot of me who measured who I was by how much I had," she said. "I thought:" Oh, I'm worth so much. "So it changed in me and it had to change in me, so I'm grateful for the experience.

"Even though it was horrible, and I would not wish anyone," continued the star of "Keeping Up with the Kardashians", "it really changed me deeply, I feel now able to come back to myself, can make up and heal. "

At the bottom of her doldrums, she said: "I was literally – my mother (Kris Jenner) had to come in and say:" Do you want to get out of bed? Do you want to put anything other than the sweat? Put a little makeup, feel again. "

Kardashian West said that the experience had scared her.

"I was so scared that anyone knew where I was," she said. "For example, if I went to the restaurant, I thought to myself: 'OK, they'll post a picture of me online, know that I'm in this restaurant, know that my house is open and that it's okay. they may be able to steal my home or fly that or know that I am here.

"I always thought it was a danger," she added. "Until then, I had never thought of anything scary.I felt like I was living in a bubble, and that opened me up to so much."

His new reality is much more guarded today.

"Now, my life is six security guards outside our house at all times and some security guards when I travel, always 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, in front of my door," he said. she declared. "I'm moving quite differently now."

Model Kendall Jenner, a younger half sister from West Kardashian West, recently blamed the TMZ gossip site for sharing the location of her home, helping a stalker to go there.