Ty Montgomery decries 'false accusations about my character'

"I'm walking around with a mindset that I'm not supposed to have," he said at his locker at Lambeau Field.

But to understand where Montgomery's mind was Monday, you had to go back 24 hours to the immediate aftermath of the Packers' Loss at L.A. Memorial Coliseum on Sunday. At that time, there were two primary questions for Montgomery: Was he told to take a knee in the end zone after the Rams took the lead with 2 minutes, 5 seconds to go? And if so, why did he return it?

Montgomery elected to postgame, leaving coaches and teammates to speak about that decision and its ramifications, which were a fumble and Aaron Rodgers and the offense stuck on the bench to watch time expires.

Head coach Mike McCarthy has just gotten off the ball in the field. McCarthy admitted he did not know how close the ball was to the goal line. On the record, teammates were frustrated the offense that last chance to win.

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But at nearly 3 months on Monday, the NFL Network reported that anonymous teammate questioned Montgomery's character in returning the kick.

The league-owned site reported that six Packers coaches and players had said Montgomery was frustrated when he left the field for a second-down play with about six minutes left in the game, categorizing his actions as a "tantrum" when he slammed his helmet on the sideline.

One anonymous player then made the correlation that Montgomery's display coming off the field meant he would have gone against McCarthy's order to take care of him.

Just before 4 p.m. Monday, Montgomery puts the media and tries to process it all.

"We talk about being brothers," he said. "We talk about being family and keeping things in-house, in-house, this, that and the other. That's not what happened. I do not know. Maybe that's what they do in their family. That's not what I do in mine. No one ever said anything to me. No one ever came to me. So I'm really disappointed in the speculation and just the backlash Because now, we're talking about my character. We're not talking about the fumble anymore, we're talking about my character. We're talking about the reasons why I did not do it, and I'm not OK with that. "

As for his decision to take the ball out on the kickback, he acknowledged the return of his usual conversation – "if it's in the end zone, keep it in the end zone" – Montgomery goal was vehement that he did not flout any Directive.

"At that point in time, I stood there, I had a returnable ball," he said. "So I made a split-second decision, I do not know if this is going to land on the line. So I'm not going to take a knee on the line, and I have a chance at putting the game in the ref's hands. Unfortunately, I ended up fumbling the football. I do not think we'd be having this conversation if we did not smoke because we know how good our two-minute offense is.

"But I've never been a guy to completely disobey what I'm being told. I think you can ask a lot of guys in our locker room. That's not what I do. That's not the type of man I am. That's not the kind of person I am. "

He was admitted to being frustrated after being pulled out of Aaron Jones for a second-down play with 6:45 to go, releasing it to another room and releasing a scream. Montgomery acknowledged that moment was the culmination of some pent-up emotions.

"I got a little frustrated. I wanted to make a play, "he said. "I was not playing very much and I was not able to make a play and I was frustrated about that. I do not fully understand what I'm supposed to do, what I'm supposed to help this team. And it's frustrating when I want to help the team and I get limited opportunities and it does not happen on that play. So I came off frustrated about it. "

But Montgomery said that he had no bearing on his decision-making process on the kick return.

"Absolutely not, and that's the point I was trying to make," he said. "And it's very …"

He paused.

"I'm very disappointed in the fact that it was said that they do not exist."

Montgomery admitted he began wondering who the anonymous teammate was, what his motivations were and if he was trying to convince others of his point of view. He said that he could not do it and that he was disappointed in that teammate.

"One hundred percent. Very disappointed, "he said. "There's a lot of stuff that's not true that's causing me to deal with false accusations about my character, perceptions about my character. I've never been one to throw teammates under the bus. You guys know if you guys ever ask me questions about teammates, I always deflect it. I do not like it. So it's very disappointing especially a guy who's jeopardized the length of his career, the amount of money he can make in his career, in the middle of a season being asked to do multiple things all the time. That's all I'm going to say about that. "

Tramon Williams was one teammate who spoke to Montgomery on Sunday night, lending important support.

"I'll tell you what, the people who said that, it's unfortunate that they said that," said Williams, a veteran of 12 seasons and three teams – including the 2015 and '16 Cleveland Browns that went to combined 4-28. "That's the reason they are anonymous and not said their name. If they want to say it, put their name by it. That's them. Whoever that is, it is what it is. But we're going to have Ty's back. I know it did not do it selfishly. It may look that way, but he did not do it selfishly. "

Aaron Jones, Montgomery's locker mate, also understood his fellow running back's disappointment.

"It's frustrating because we're a team," Jones said. "We should be able to come to talk to each other. That's why that's frustrating. Of course you want to know who is saying what. We're teammates and we've gotten together at the end of the day. "

After an off-day Tuesday, the packers will move to the New England Patriots. Montgomery expects to be a part of it and said he will continue to do what he asked to do, as he always has.

But the wound can take time to heal.

"The most disappointing thing is the fact that now it's inside," he said. "It's tough for me to trust anyone now. Guys talking about how they can trust me, it's tough for me to trust anyone now. With that being said, people are sending messages to my wife. People are making comments on my sound. I'm getting phone calls, people offering their houses to stay.

"I'm thoroughly pissed off at the state of humanity right now. That's all I can really say about that. "