Kelly Osbourne had to "fight every day" to stay sober

LONDON – Kelly Osbourne believes that she was born with a problem of addiction and must fight to stay sober.

The 33-year-old star has spoken openly about her addiction to drugs and alcohol and she finds uncomfortable situations now. She says, "Relapse is one of the most difficult things we face as an open addict who has gone through the program and who has turned her head around. life around. Rehab does not suit you, it helps you get back on track. You are never repaired. You spend your whole life doing what you can to never take back or use …

"Every day I fight to stay clean, I fight and I do everything I need to do to be a better person because i'm so comfortable numb, i did not take any drugs to party.I did drugs because i hated feelings and i was unable to, even though Was happy and good, I did not think I deserved it Sitting in a moment and being uncomfortable is really hard for me, but it's so much better than what you have to when you make a mistake and you have to come back and say, "I've relapsed" or face your life when it's a mess.

The Old Star Fashion Police ] believes that she was born with a predisposition to addiction and considers it a mental health problem.

Speaking at the same time British Mission Loose Women she said: "I could be addicted to absolutely anything. [My] Biggest [addiction] was probably drug and alcohol. I think, it's an ism, it's an obsessive-compulsive disorder, it's mental health, something that I believe to be born with.

"I was doing things since such a young age that were not normal, Mom turned around, swimming on the children's Tylenol because I liked the taste, even though I knew that It was wrong to take it in. When I look back, I think: "This is not normal."

Osbourne – who is the daughter of Ozzy and Sharon Osbourne – decided that it was time to purify herself when she reached a "spiritual hollow"

She recalled: "I worked and I worked, but I reached a low spiritual level, I was incredibly miserable. I did not care if I lived or not, woke up, which happened, I did not care about anything. I was looking out the window, in this building, you could see everyone down there. I knew what time everyone was coming home and what they were doing – I thought to myself, "What happened to my life that I know all this? I have not been to the grocery store for two years, I have not done anything, I am not a functional human being, I am chemically dependent to function. I could not live like that anymore. I was going to die, or I had to have some help. "

Following a new overdose, after the announcement of the hospitalization of Demi Lovato, Osbourne called for love and prayer for the singer Sober . She said, "I can not imagine what Lovato must live but I know what it is like to see the world talking about you in your most vulnerable state." love and pray for her. "