Thomas Markle says he's heartbroken Meghan does not talk to him

When Meghan Markle celebrates her 37th birthday next Saturday, she will undoubtedly be filled with love and gifts by her husband, Prince Harry, and will receive the warmest greetings from other members of the royal family, including the queen. In Mexico, his devastated father will spend the day healing a broken heart.

As Thomas Markle claims today in The Mail on Sunday that Meghan cruelly excised him from his life – and he fears never to see any children

The director of the Award-winning lighting in Hollywood retired Mr. Markle has not spoken to his "beloved Bean" – his childhood nickname for Meghan – for more than ten weeks and says the flaw is a punishment for staging fake paparazzi photos before the wedding and then daring to speak for his own defense.

"I am really hurt that she completely cut me off.I had used to have a phone number and a text number for her personal assistants at e Palace, but after saying a few critical words about the changing royal family Meghan, they cut me off.

"These numbers were disconnected, they no longer work. I have no way of contacting my daughter, "he says.

"It's his birthday on August 4 and I want to send him a card. But if I send a birthday card to Kensington Palace, or to the place where she lives now, it will be only one among the thousands. She will probably never see him.

"I thought of sending it by Priority Mail Express, but the Palace would probably only soak it in the water for three days to make sure it was there. do not explode. "

million. Markle spoke to The Mail on Sunday for nearly nine hours over the course of three days to say that he was left wobbly by Meghan's "sense of superiority" since this newspaper has been letting him down. First exposed for staging a series of photos of paparazzi. six days before the May 19 wedding in Windsor

And he said:

-He fears that Meghan will never let him see future grandchildren;

-Meghan could be better off if he were to die: ""

-Frustration on "Conflicting Messages" that he received, Harry and Meghan telling him not to apologize for the debacle of the paparazzi images staged, just a few hours before a palace assistant calls and offers to help "apologize"

-Reports that & # 39; Speaking of his modest $ 695 ($ 965 NZD) rental house overlooking the Pacific in the peaceful Mexican town of Rosarito – a 30-minute drive from the US border – Mr. Markle invited the MoS to share cold and non-alcoholic drinks on his sunny terrace by speaking frankly about the flaw with his daughter that he is afraid of never heal, before adding sinisterly: "I will not be silenced." [19659002] He is gentle but brutally honest and responds positively to each question, oscillating between the sadness of the "Loss" of his daughter and the bursts of anger in the "confused" way he was treated by the Palace.

Aged 74 and 6 feet and 4 inches, he says his body 'and grimaces as he gets up from his chair, complaining that years of hard grafting hanging heavy stage lights for television shows left him with bad knees and arthritis.

He also suffers from heart problems and says, surprisingly, that it could be better for his daughter when he died: "It's lucky I'm still alive." The men in my family rarely live more than 80 years old so I would be surprised if I had another ten years. I could die tomorrow.

"It would not be so bad. I have something of a Buddhist philosophy about death. Maybe it would be easier for Meghan if I died.

"Everyone would be sympathetic to her, but I hope we will be reconciled, I would hate to die without talking to Meghan."

Staging of fake paparazzi One of them was "measured" for a wedding suit at a Rosarito store that was selling party goods, he admitted, when from an interview with columnist MoS Piers Morgan on Good Morning Britain. He apologized for the fake photos but broke the protocol by revealing the political views of Prince Harry (he's "open to the Brexit experience" and thinks the American President Donald Trump should have a chance).

He also talked about his daughter's desire for a baby. Mr. Markle believes that his frankness has allowed him to be frozen: "What is sad is that next year, Meghan and Harry will have a baby and I will be a grandfather, and if we do not speak, I will not see my grandson.

"What tragedy is it to deprive a child of his grandfather because I have said some criticisms of the royal family?" They are like a sketch of Monty Python. about the royal family and they put their fingers in their ears, cover their eyes and pull the blinds, they do not want to know …

"I had talked to Harry and Meghan and offered to They said that it was not necessary.

"They said that an excuse would only make things worse by dragging the story a few more days, and then an assistant called me saying, "You offended the royal family but I can help you make excuses."

M. Markle was left confused and bewildered by the flip-flop: "I was shocked" I suddenly got word that I needed help to excuse myself, as I did. There was a special way to apologize to the royal family. "

" Maybe you do it with sauce and flowers on the side? I was uncomfortable asking myself if I needed help to excuse me, as if I were a child. Meghan was apparently mad at me for saying that she and Harry were probably going to have a baby soon.

"But Meghan has been saying that herself for six or seven years, talking about how much she wants a family."

"But as I say, I'm persona non grata

"" I tell you, I've almost reached my limit with Meghan and the royal family.They want me to keep quiet, they want me to go away. "But I will not be Silenced.

"I refuse to remain quiet, which annoys me, it is Meghan's feeling of superiority, she would be nothing without me, I made her the Duchess that she is today. "

Mr. Markle worked as lighting director at the Emmy Awards on successful American television shows like General Hospital and Married With Children before taking his retired in Mexico eight years ago.

Meghan was sent to exclusive private schools She paid her tuition one year at Northwestern University, Illinois, with $ 750,000 winnings at a lottery.

He financed the expensive holidays of a teenage Meghan abroad, including a visit to Britain, where she was photographed outside Buckingham Palace

A proud man, he says he has never asked a dime for his daughter, despite financial setbacks over the years and the loss of the vast majority of his lottery winnings. He now supports his pensions and social security benefits.

It is angry that Meghan spoke of the support given to her by her yoga-loving mother, Doria – the only member of the Markle family to attend the royal wedding.

"Oh, it's a mummy girl now and Doria has a lot of merit," he says, a trace of bitterness in her voice.

"But Meghan seems to have forgotten that she lived with me until Doria and I divorced, when she was six, and even then I was still a big part of her." life.

"When she finished school, I was the one who picked her up because I did not have her We have to be at the studio until late and work then until midnight

"When Meghan was 11 years old, she came back with me until the age of 17 and went to university

" good years then, making a lot of money, and could afford to give it the best, with a good school, a good education, a good home.

came the woman she is today thanks to all that I did for her

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